21/10/25 lacuna – vip client
A soundtrack for a romantic anxiety session. When you’re spiraling in your bedroom, recently left on read, and now questioning the universe. Never-ending loneliness sounds both like an alarm and a lullaby. Cherished girly dreams are hiding beneath pop chords. The naïve lyrics got stuck to the tongue like an annoying lollipop — and you just can’t spit it out. Feels like a loop, yet it is something new with every cycle.
Sometimes the line between suffering and entertainment is barely discernible. This is an anxiety amusement park, and you allow yourself to embark on a full-fledged ride. Maybe vanilla drama becomes a frame to conceal your inner darkness, or maybe it is vice versa – the simplest way to let it out. The Ferris wheel feeds on self-irony, and the journey is a conscious self-deception. Tears shimmer while shoulders move in an almost dance. You recognize your devotion to desperation, romanticizing sitting on the edge of an unmade bed as if it were a bench in a gothic garden.
Tracklist:
An Gella – Language Carrier
Ex Wiish – The Wavering Knife
k2dj, Ben Bondy, Stella – Peroxic
AM sin – EMERGENCE
Blue Nile – Blue Nile
Sasha Manik – Iryb Crow'sslam
Jezebel, hadaxxah – FLAVA
Debit – 5th Night
Hunt, ☆7571 – Sway (feat. ☆7571)
Entrañas – Tu Silencio Me Da Miedo
KOPI O – Want Me Gone
Contacto – Tierra Nueva
Yuting Wu – Help me to Breathe
Ceci – Taste
migu – Scivery
Proem – Awake at 4 AM
embalmingEva – Cement
W.ANNA.W – Shadows Unbound
Uncia – Fatalis
Marco Henri – Beige Dorado
Hesaitix – Hypersea
aiel – feel
Theo Alexander & Qow – So Afraid To Show I Care ft. Klára Pudláková
basile3 – merely a surface, slightly a zone
slowfoam – blurred mutuality
Spa Moans – Under The Veil
